Monday, May 31, 2004
Thoughts
Fade Away
One day my body with age will fade away. I will finally leave this place. Never need to get up again or try to find the meaning to this end. finally be able to let out a sigh of relief.
One day I will fade away. a shell sinking under there feet.
never have have another care or shed another tear.
But I'm afriad, very afraid that everything will be the same. that I couldn't change the pace.
Make every moment so much sweeter.
Make every breath so much easier.
But I'm trying, Trying so hard to stop this perfect circle. stop people from hiding like a turtle.
Just let one free before I fall down. never hear another sound.
before I'm given my stone and my never ending home.
One day I will fade away. a shell sinking under there feet.
never have have another care or shed another tear.
until then I must never give in. try to start a smoldering fire. Lift up the tired.
help the ghosts that are blown on the cold wind. help the dead that wander to no end.
ignite the torch and revive the corpse.
Because one day I will never have another care or shed another tear.
be able to rest all I want and understand this song.
One day I will fade away. a shell sinking under there feet.
but I don't want them to forget me and what I could see.
Opionins
I'm every please with how this one turned out, it portrays what I want it to exactly and in a very emotional way. I hope you guys enjoy it. Also if you didn't notice I added a project link on the left side where I will post all my main projects. I still might get together the effort to start my own page.
Fade Away
One day my body with age will fade away. I will finally leave this place. Never need to get up again or try to find the meaning to this end. finally be able to let out a sigh of relief.
One day I will fade away. a shell sinking under there feet.
never have have another care or shed another tear.
But I'm afriad, very afraid that everything will be the same. that I couldn't change the pace.
Make every moment so much sweeter.
Make every breath so much easier.
But I'm trying, Trying so hard to stop this perfect circle. stop people from hiding like a turtle.
Just let one free before I fall down. never hear another sound.
before I'm given my stone and my never ending home.
One day I will fade away. a shell sinking under there feet.
never have have another care or shed another tear.
until then I must never give in. try to start a smoldering fire. Lift up the tired.
help the ghosts that are blown on the cold wind. help the dead that wander to no end.
ignite the torch and revive the corpse.
Because one day I will never have another care or shed another tear.
be able to rest all I want and understand this song.
One day I will fade away. a shell sinking under there feet.
but I don't want them to forget me and what I could see.
Opionins
I'm every please with how this one turned out, it portrays what I want it to exactly and in a very emotional way. I hope you guys enjoy it. Also if you didn't notice I added a project link on the left side where I will post all my main projects. I still might get together the effort to start my own page.
Thoughts
An Eternal Empty Space.
I'll close my eyes.
And in the darkness. In the emptyniess I will shed this horrid skin
and be born again.
Be in a better place that I never need to escape.
with no more goobyes and no more sad sighs.
Be perfectly sastified with everything.
Be completely filled with nothing.
In the emptyiness. In the darkness I will shed this horrid skin.
and be born again.
Never want to ignore my eyes Never see another stormy sky.
Never stuck behind another gate, Never be in another chase.
Wash away all my pain and hate. Drowned away my empty face.
So I can rise again and see a new day in a brand new state.
Where everyone seems so bright and everything so right.
In the emptyiness. In the darkness I will shed this horrid skin.
and be born again.
and then rise to commit another sin.
Commit yet another sin.
Opionin
Heres another new one for you guys. Hope you enjoy it. I am also going to be trying to move this to a real webpage because theres a lot I want to do that I can't using there services. See if I can get the effort together to do it though.
Recommended Listening
Album: "Deftones" By Deftones
Song: "Minerva"
An Eternal Empty Space.
I'll close my eyes.
And in the darkness. In the emptyniess I will shed this horrid skin
and be born again.
Be in a better place that I never need to escape.
with no more goobyes and no more sad sighs.
Be perfectly sastified with everything.
Be completely filled with nothing.
In the emptyiness. In the darkness I will shed this horrid skin.
and be born again.
Never want to ignore my eyes Never see another stormy sky.
Never stuck behind another gate, Never be in another chase.
Wash away all my pain and hate. Drowned away my empty face.
So I can rise again and see a new day in a brand new state.
Where everyone seems so bright and everything so right.
In the emptyiness. In the darkness I will shed this horrid skin.
and be born again.
and then rise to commit another sin.
Commit yet another sin.
Opionin
Heres another new one for you guys. Hope you enjoy it. I am also going to be trying to move this to a real webpage because theres a lot I want to do that I can't using there services. See if I can get the effort together to do it though.
Recommended Listening
Album: "Deftones" By Deftones
Song: "Minerva"
Saturday, May 29, 2004
Thoughts
A Dieing Butterfly
Were will you fly with no sky?
Stuck on the ground with such beautifull wings.
Weighed down with so many pounds.
Followed by bees that just sting.
They hide there identity with lies.
Intice you with such lovely sights.
Your wings are tattered and torn.
your soul so worn. Just don't you die butterfly.
Drag you in with such honey and money.
Get you in there hive and pull of there disguise.
Show you such a truly wicked side.
Your wings are tattered and torn.
your soul so worn. Just don't you die butterfly.
Prick and Proud tearing you apart with no heart.
Keep you as a prize barely keeping you alive.
How many times will you stay until your wings wither and fade.
Why don't you just leave and see past there false meaning.
Never go back, just find your sky.
And soar so high.
Your wings are tattered and torn.
your soul so worn. Just don't you die butterfly.
Just don't you die.
Just don't you die.
Opionin
Heres my newest piece. Enjoy. I also am going to decrease the font size for people with lower resolutions. It might change around mutliple times though.
A Dieing Butterfly
Were will you fly with no sky?
Stuck on the ground with such beautifull wings.
Weighed down with so many pounds.
Followed by bees that just sting.
They hide there identity with lies.
Intice you with such lovely sights.
Your wings are tattered and torn.
your soul so worn. Just don't you die butterfly.
Drag you in with such honey and money.
Get you in there hive and pull of there disguise.
Show you such a truly wicked side.
Your wings are tattered and torn.
your soul so worn. Just don't you die butterfly.
Prick and Proud tearing you apart with no heart.
Keep you as a prize barely keeping you alive.
How many times will you stay until your wings wither and fade.
Why don't you just leave and see past there false meaning.
Never go back, just find your sky.
And soar so high.
Your wings are tattered and torn.
your soul so worn. Just don't you die butterfly.
Just don't you die.
Just don't you die.
Opionin
Heres my newest piece. Enjoy. I also am going to decrease the font size for people with lower resolutions. It might change around mutliple times though.
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Opionin
Sorry theres no thoughts today because I have finally decided I'm never going to be 100% happy with my project because that is my nature so I am going to just release it how it is. I am very happy with the end result though, their are some things that bug me but I'v gotten only positive opionins on it so I am going to just release it how it is and not change it around anymore. I really hope any one who reads it really enjoys it and see's the reason I did this. Also Please feel free to e-mail me any opionins or criticism.
Download Ascension for Microsoft Word
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Sorry theres no thoughts today because I have finally decided I'm never going to be 100% happy with my project because that is my nature so I am going to just release it how it is. I am very happy with the end result though, their are some things that bug me but I'v gotten only positive opionins on it so I am going to just release it how it is and not change it around anymore. I really hope any one who reads it really enjoys it and see's the reason I did this. Also Please feel free to e-mail me any opionins or criticism.
Download Ascension for Microsoft Word
Download Ascension for WordWord
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Thoughts
Spiritual Cannibals
Hunt for those who are naive and weak. Track them down and start your feast.
Smell there good intuitions.
Hear there innocents.
Push and shove them, make them give in. Give them the bends.
Devour there soul hole.
Push them until there nothing but bones.
Tie them down to the cutting board, Pull out the bloody knives you have stored.
Carve them from head to toe, Just end there tomorrow.
Devour them whole, innocents and all.
Savor the best meat you will ever taste, just ignore there horrid face.
They shout in pain, but you’re to deaf to hear a single thing.
Devour there soul whole.
Push them until there nothing but bones.
Once there gone you’ll just move on.
Find yet another innocent victim.
Devour there soul hole.
Push them until there nothing but bones.
Opionin
Sorry to any one who might check this site on a regular basis. It has been a while since I have posted anything but I'v been trying to get some last opionins on my first project and get it polished up and ready to release. It should be released really soon though. In the mean time though heres something I dug up that I totally forgot I ever did. I figured I would put it up since I liked it.
Spiritual Cannibals
Hunt for those who are naive and weak. Track them down and start your feast.
Smell there good intuitions.
Hear there innocents.
Push and shove them, make them give in. Give them the bends.
Devour there soul hole.
Push them until there nothing but bones.
Tie them down to the cutting board, Pull out the bloody knives you have stored.
Carve them from head to toe, Just end there tomorrow.
Devour them whole, innocents and all.
Savor the best meat you will ever taste, just ignore there horrid face.
They shout in pain, but you’re to deaf to hear a single thing.
Devour there soul whole.
Push them until there nothing but bones.
Once there gone you’ll just move on.
Find yet another innocent victim.
Devour there soul hole.
Push them until there nothing but bones.
Opionin
Sorry to any one who might check this site on a regular basis. It has been a while since I have posted anything but I'v been trying to get some last opionins on my first project and get it polished up and ready to release. It should be released really soon though. In the mean time though heres something I dug up that I totally forgot I ever did. I figured I would put it up since I liked it.
Monday, May 10, 2004
Thoughts
Lamb to the Slaughter
Little lamb, Little lamb ignore your shepherd, just wander through the beautiful green fields and get lost until your afraid you can’t feel. Just graze and gorge yourself until you’re so very full.
Where you wandering off to graze? Is it just another day?
Why won’t you hear his please? Understand what he sees.
You act like it means something to you, you think you seem to understand what it’s about, try to show others what you think when you think like a real fool. One day you’ll just get shredded by the wolves.
Where you wandering off to graze? Is it just another day?
Why won’t you hear his please? Understand what he sees.
Are you lost once again?
Well just return to his feet so your fright is eased.
Run back to him so you can feel again.
He’ll heal you in a moment and make every thing alright.
Were you wandering off to graze? Is it just another day?
Don’t you hear his teachings? Do you really see it’s that empty?
OO well you’ll just get shredded yet again.
Opionin
Here is my newest piece hope you guys understand it and most of all enjoy it, also my project is done just got alot of editing and polishing up to do.
Recommended Listening
Album: "Kid A" By Radiohead
Song: "The National Anthem"
Lamb to the Slaughter
Little lamb, Little lamb ignore your shepherd, just wander through the beautiful green fields and get lost until your afraid you can’t feel. Just graze and gorge yourself until you’re so very full.
Where you wandering off to graze? Is it just another day?
Why won’t you hear his please? Understand what he sees.
You act like it means something to you, you think you seem to understand what it’s about, try to show others what you think when you think like a real fool. One day you’ll just get shredded by the wolves.
Where you wandering off to graze? Is it just another day?
Why won’t you hear his please? Understand what he sees.
Are you lost once again?
Well just return to his feet so your fright is eased.
Run back to him so you can feel again.
He’ll heal you in a moment and make every thing alright.
Were you wandering off to graze? Is it just another day?
Don’t you hear his teachings? Do you really see it’s that empty?
OO well you’ll just get shredded yet again.
Opionin
Here is my newest piece hope you guys understand it and most of all enjoy it, also my project is done just got alot of editing and polishing up to do.
Recommended Listening
Album: "Kid A" By Radiohead
Song: "The National Anthem"
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Thoughts
Mice Maze
This is all seeming the same with no change.
Run through the same old ties, never really seeming to try. Caught in these endless lies, with all the other mice. No one questioning a thing or trying to break free. Comfortable in the same old place and running the same old race.
Lost in this maze that has no escape.
Run run until you have nothing left.
Father how long will we ride like this, when will we finally arrive. Should I even truly try or even put up a fight.
Should I be afraid to speak.
Should I ignore what I see.
Lost in this maze that has no escape.
Run run until you have nothing left.
Seeking the same old cheese. Not wanting something else to eat.
Its fine, just run through the same old sights.
Just be comfortable in your new world without a real care.
Opionin
Heres a new one I hope you guys enjoy. I'm really close to finishing up my first project few more things to do and editing then I will release it.
Mice Maze
This is all seeming the same with no change.
Run through the same old ties, never really seeming to try. Caught in these endless lies, with all the other mice. No one questioning a thing or trying to break free. Comfortable in the same old place and running the same old race.
Lost in this maze that has no escape.
Run run until you have nothing left.
Father how long will we ride like this, when will we finally arrive. Should I even truly try or even put up a fight.
Should I be afraid to speak.
Should I ignore what I see.
Lost in this maze that has no escape.
Run run until you have nothing left.
Seeking the same old cheese. Not wanting something else to eat.
Its fine, just run through the same old sights.
Just be comfortable in your new world without a real care.
Opionin
Heres a new one I hope you guys enjoy. I'm really close to finishing up my first project few more things to do and editing then I will release it.
