Monday, January 31, 2005
Thoughts
"Meaningless Struggle"
Bleed, sweat and cry, Try so hard but never get far
Bones quiver muscles are sore and what’s it all for?
Want to design a whole new life and show the world all my cares and worries
Stumble and scurry try to catch up with the flow but nothing ever seems to show.
Will this struggle mount to nothing
Will this struggle ever become something.
My brain is racked with so much pain can’t find the end to this maze.
My heart always bleeding in this empty race.
I feel the subtle waves society tells me to follow but it’s all so hallow.
I try to ignore it and follow these beautiful highs I find but there always ripped from me by the tyrant shouting in my face that I will never be able to make anything more then a quick dime and an artificial life.
Will this struggle be pointless.
Will this just be a meaningless struggle.
Has my mind fooled me to look for so much more?
Opionins
Will all this amount to a false lie?
Recommended Listening
Album: "Were In This Together(CD2)" By Nine Inch Nails
Song: "The New Flesh"
"Meaningless Struggle"
Bleed, sweat and cry, Try so hard but never get far
Bones quiver muscles are sore and what’s it all for?
Want to design a whole new life and show the world all my cares and worries
Stumble and scurry try to catch up with the flow but nothing ever seems to show.
Will this struggle mount to nothing
Will this struggle ever become something.
My brain is racked with so much pain can’t find the end to this maze.
My heart always bleeding in this empty race.
I feel the subtle waves society tells me to follow but it’s all so hallow.
I try to ignore it and follow these beautiful highs I find but there always ripped from me by the tyrant shouting in my face that I will never be able to make anything more then a quick dime and an artificial life.
Will this struggle be pointless.
Will this just be a meaningless struggle.
Has my mind fooled me to look for so much more?
Opionins
Will all this amount to a false lie?
Recommended Listening
Album: "Were In This Together(CD2)" By Nine Inch Nails
Song: "The New Flesh"
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Thoughts
“The Edge of Reality”
I have no reasons just these beliefs,
I’m just a story teller of a wonderful way to think, no time for these empty things.
I’ll lead you to magnificent worlds if you’ll just walk with me
Across these rolling hills and over these creeks.
I promise it will be hard to wonder across these scorched valleys that are so parch
And weather these painful storms that bring so much scorn.
But just stay here beside me through these infinite journeys.
The monsters will follow close behind, clawing and biting trying to pull you down,
And the hounds will conspire and whisper in your mind,
And the corpses will pile up sky high but just follow my voice and ignore all the polluted noise; it will always be there in the air.
The scorched valleys and storms will come and go,
the hounds will grow tired and corrode
but in the end if you didn’t give in there will always be that beautiful place sitting at the edge of this reality were you can find true peace.
Opionins
Those that can hear will hear my words and embrace them and those that are deaf will fall. Find your way to the edge of reality.
Recommended Listening
Album: "Songs For The Deaf" By Queens of the Stone Age
Song: "No One Knows"
“The Edge of Reality”
I have no reasons just these beliefs,
I’m just a story teller of a wonderful way to think, no time for these empty things.
I’ll lead you to magnificent worlds if you’ll just walk with me
Across these rolling hills and over these creeks.
I promise it will be hard to wonder across these scorched valleys that are so parch
And weather these painful storms that bring so much scorn.
But just stay here beside me through these infinite journeys.
The monsters will follow close behind, clawing and biting trying to pull you down,
And the hounds will conspire and whisper in your mind,
And the corpses will pile up sky high but just follow my voice and ignore all the polluted noise; it will always be there in the air.
The scorched valleys and storms will come and go,
the hounds will grow tired and corrode
but in the end if you didn’t give in there will always be that beautiful place sitting at the edge of this reality were you can find true peace.
Opionins
Those that can hear will hear my words and embrace them and those that are deaf will fall. Find your way to the edge of reality.
Recommended Listening
Album: "Songs For The Deaf" By Queens of the Stone Age
Song: "No One Knows"
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Thoughts
“What is it for?”
Was this just an illusion I wanted to believe
Was this a utopia I didn’t want to leave.
I can’t find the answer in the midst of your voice
Can’t find the reason in all this turmoil
I’m so tired of this endless war in my head
Feel drug out, going down, just end this dead sound
I see it leaving, that emptiness is creeping back in.
One more time even if it makes me die.
Am I meaningless, meaningless, please don’t let it be.
Am I meaningless, meaningless, please don’t let it be.
Can you not find the joined dreams?
Will it always be this way for me?
Always watching from the edge,
Always listening to whats said
Never able to intervene in this old scene.
Breathe and don’t be afraid
Just take my hand and come back to this land
Where we can say anything and all of it truly have meaning.
Opionins
please just come with me.
“What is it for?”
Was this just an illusion I wanted to believe
Was this a utopia I didn’t want to leave.
I can’t find the answer in the midst of your voice
Can’t find the reason in all this turmoil
I’m so tired of this endless war in my head
Feel drug out, going down, just end this dead sound
I see it leaving, that emptiness is creeping back in.
One more time even if it makes me die.
Am I meaningless, meaningless, please don’t let it be.
Am I meaningless, meaningless, please don’t let it be.
Can you not find the joined dreams?
Will it always be this way for me?
Always watching from the edge,
Always listening to whats said
Never able to intervene in this old scene.
Breathe and don’t be afraid
Just take my hand and come back to this land
Where we can say anything and all of it truly have meaning.
Opionins
please just come with me.
Friday, January 21, 2005
Thoughts
"Landscape of Pain"
You’re kiss still lingers on my lips.
You’re soft touch of hope still floats across my skin.
You’re eyes still engraved in my mind.
I gave you my heart but you just keep it so far.
My voice portrayed so much but you just went away.
You only found flaws in your beautiful painting,
Only found the horrid things.
I see such gorgeous images in you’re soul,
So much I just want to hold.
I gave you a gift no one has ever been given,
But it just got lost in the end.
Just left in the expantionless landscape of pain
Trying to see what I did to make you fall away.
Can’t understand because I hear what you say.
Just want to go back to those meaningful days.
Opionins
What did I do to make you fall from me?
Recommended Listening
Album: "Example" By For Squirrels
Song: "Eskimo Sandune"
"Landscape of Pain"
You’re kiss still lingers on my lips.
You’re soft touch of hope still floats across my skin.
You’re eyes still engraved in my mind.
I gave you my heart but you just keep it so far.
My voice portrayed so much but you just went away.
You only found flaws in your beautiful painting,
Only found the horrid things.
I see such gorgeous images in you’re soul,
So much I just want to hold.
I gave you a gift no one has ever been given,
But it just got lost in the end.
Just left in the expantionless landscape of pain
Trying to see what I did to make you fall away.
Can’t understand because I hear what you say.
Just want to go back to those meaningful days.
Opionins
What did I do to make you fall from me?
Recommended Listening
Album: "Example" By For Squirrels
Song: "Eskimo Sandune"
Monday, January 10, 2005
Thoughts
“The Lost”
Their flesh slowly rots as they wander completely lost.
Their souls withered and gone, There false pleasures so wrong.
Eyes as empty as a black sky,
They just try to dress up in lies.
Why can’t I wipe these images from my mind?
These ghosts and zombies always there for me in the streets.
Whisper in my ear, come and join us it’s so easy we know you’re weak.
My soul aches from this war I can’t seem to beat.
I hold out the universe in the palm of my hands, but they just let it slip through like fine sand.
Just drown out another dying day, just look for yet another way.
When it all has passed all that will be left is rotting flesh.
Not a single strand of life as they wait for there second time to die.
Opionins
I see the dead wandering these broken down roads.
“The Lost”
Their flesh slowly rots as they wander completely lost.
Their souls withered and gone, There false pleasures so wrong.
Eyes as empty as a black sky,
They just try to dress up in lies.
Why can’t I wipe these images from my mind?
These ghosts and zombies always there for me in the streets.
Whisper in my ear, come and join us it’s so easy we know you’re weak.
My soul aches from this war I can’t seem to beat.
I hold out the universe in the palm of my hands, but they just let it slip through like fine sand.
Just drown out another dying day, just look for yet another way.
When it all has passed all that will be left is rotting flesh.
Not a single strand of life as they wait for there second time to die.
Opionins
I see the dead wandering these broken down roads.
