Saturday, June 26, 2004
Thoughts
Wilted Rose
Its been so long since I’v come down to these parts where I can feel my hart,
Yearn for your touch, accept your love.
Before I didn’t know,
Was afraid of what you had to show and all your hope.
Couldn’t understand what you meant in the message you tried to send.
didn’t want to get pulled back down to the ground.
What happened to you my lone rose?
What happened?
I floated away and ignored what you had to say. Was so scared of your meaningfull talk.
Ended up in the swarm with all the other whores. Just found so many bad guys with so many bad sides.
Hoping to find the perfect end but just got stung again and again, when the height was right from the beginning.
What happened to you my lone rose?
I just want you and me to grow old.
Wanted to find that lone soul in the endless thorned roses. Listen to those hopes, help you run the show.
It seems it’s to late things have gone a bad way.
Your pedals have fallen off. They have thrown you in a padded pot.
My harts crying because I know you tried to fight and make things alright.
Whats happened to you my lone rose?
Struggled until you had nothing left.
Struggled until you were a broken mess.
You have lost your soul.
You don’t deserve this but no matter what I try I can’t make things go back to being right.
All I can do is keep going on and hope your in a better place where you feel no more pain.
So now I’ll leave from these parts where I can feel my hart; Yearn for your touch, accept you love.
Goodbye my lone rose. A part of me will always be gone.
Opionins
Heres newest one that marks the dedicated start to my project "A Dying Butterfly". I hope you guys enjoy this.
Wilted Rose
Its been so long since I’v come down to these parts where I can feel my hart,
Yearn for your touch, accept your love.
Before I didn’t know,
Was afraid of what you had to show and all your hope.
Couldn’t understand what you meant in the message you tried to send.
didn’t want to get pulled back down to the ground.
What happened to you my lone rose?
What happened?
I floated away and ignored what you had to say. Was so scared of your meaningfull talk.
Ended up in the swarm with all the other whores. Just found so many bad guys with so many bad sides.
Hoping to find the perfect end but just got stung again and again, when the height was right from the beginning.
What happened to you my lone rose?
I just want you and me to grow old.
Wanted to find that lone soul in the endless thorned roses. Listen to those hopes, help you run the show.
It seems it’s to late things have gone a bad way.
Your pedals have fallen off. They have thrown you in a padded pot.
My harts crying because I know you tried to fight and make things alright.
Whats happened to you my lone rose?
Struggled until you had nothing left.
Struggled until you were a broken mess.
You have lost your soul.
You don’t deserve this but no matter what I try I can’t make things go back to being right.
All I can do is keep going on and hope your in a better place where you feel no more pain.
So now I’ll leave from these parts where I can feel my hart; Yearn for your touch, accept you love.
Goodbye my lone rose. A part of me will always be gone.
Opionins
Heres newest one that marks the dedicated start to my project "A Dying Butterfly". I hope you guys enjoy this.
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Thoughts
A Beautiful Tradegy
The coolest breeze blows through my hair, relieving me of all my cares.
The warmest rays hit my skin, hoping this day will never end.
The comforting smiles shine on to my eyes, and they'll never lie.
But this will never last. It will all just be part of the past.
This beauty will just change in a sad way.
We can't keep heading down this path and expect this beauty to last.
We can't keep taking without giving and expect the rules to keep on bending.
This beauty will just change in a sad way.
It will all go away and never come back to play.
It will all dissipate because we never change our ways.
It will all just leave because we won't look and see.
I'll just keep staying here.
I'll just hold back all these tears.
Just try to keep a hold,
well this beatiful tragedy unfolds.
Opionin
Heres a new one I wrote that I am pretty pleased with. I hope you guys just are as pleased with it.
A Beautiful Tradegy
The coolest breeze blows through my hair, relieving me of all my cares.
The warmest rays hit my skin, hoping this day will never end.
The comforting smiles shine on to my eyes, and they'll never lie.
But this will never last. It will all just be part of the past.
This beauty will just change in a sad way.
We can't keep heading down this path and expect this beauty to last.
We can't keep taking without giving and expect the rules to keep on bending.
This beauty will just change in a sad way.
It will all go away and never come back to play.
It will all dissipate because we never change our ways.
It will all just leave because we won't look and see.
I'll just keep staying here.
I'll just hold back all these tears.
Just try to keep a hold,
well this beatiful tragedy unfolds.
Opionin
Heres a new one I wrote that I am pretty pleased with. I hope you guys just are as pleased with it.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Thoughts
Never Stop
I can't take this anymore. Tolerate barely anymore.
It's all so wrong to just say it'll be alright for so long.
I know it will all just rot and never stop.
The sands of time will just keep going on,
even after all is said and done.
It'll never stop.
I'll never be able to take a break, never be able to just leave behind this fate.
I'm so afraid of whats going to come, not knowing the end sum.
The sands of time will just keep going on,
even after all is said and done.
ever after we finish are run.
Opionin
Heres a short one put together. Sorry for the slow updates guys but I will keep them coming, so if any one does check this site come by once a week and there should be a new one. Also got the plans for my next project worked out just need to start putting it together.
Never Stop
I can't take this anymore. Tolerate barely anymore.
It's all so wrong to just say it'll be alright for so long.
I know it will all just rot and never stop.
The sands of time will just keep going on,
even after all is said and done.
It'll never stop.
I'll never be able to take a break, never be able to just leave behind this fate.
I'm so afraid of whats going to come, not knowing the end sum.
The sands of time will just keep going on,
even after all is said and done.
ever after we finish are run.
Opionin
Heres a short one put together. Sorry for the slow updates guys but I will keep them coming, so if any one does check this site come by once a week and there should be a new one. Also got the plans for my next project worked out just need to start putting it together.
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Thoughts
Confused Kingdom
All the people wander around looking for something more, ignoring all the doors. Looking around with out a single clue.
They keep living in there fragile houses with there porsolen spouses. never expecting anything to break.
Walk back and fourth.
stroll down the endless streets.
Suzzy just wanted to find a right man and not just another one night pad. She just got drug along never seeing a new dawn.
Tommy couldn't fit in he just wanted to find a friend. He wasted every night away slowly rotting away.
Theres so many ghosts that wander,
Walk back and fourth
Stroll down the endless streets.
They hate being so vicous.
hate knowing there really atrocious.
Need some one to bring it all together
Remind them they could be deader.
Lead them back and fourth.
Stroll them down the endles streets.
Opionin
Well once I can find a place to put up "Ascension" for download again I will re-release it but until then heres another piece.
Confused Kingdom
All the people wander around looking for something more, ignoring all the doors. Looking around with out a single clue.
They keep living in there fragile houses with there porsolen spouses. never expecting anything to break.
Walk back and fourth.
stroll down the endless streets.
Suzzy just wanted to find a right man and not just another one night pad. She just got drug along never seeing a new dawn.
Tommy couldn't fit in he just wanted to find a friend. He wasted every night away slowly rotting away.
Theres so many ghosts that wander,
Walk back and fourth
Stroll down the endless streets.
They hate being so vicous.
hate knowing there really atrocious.
Need some one to bring it all together
Remind them they could be deader.
Lead them back and fourth.
Stroll them down the endles streets.
Opionin
Well once I can find a place to put up "Ascension" for download again I will re-release it but until then heres another piece.
Sunday, June 06, 2004
Thoughts
Connected
I can hear all your suttle voices, see all the confused noises. Understand memories of future and past. try to make people understand what they can't. Make people see where all connected.
Do all I can and fix this plan.
I'm so confused though.
can't figure out what this means can't understand all I see.
But I won't give up, just keep traveling down this road with what I know.
Do all I can and fix this plan.
No one will truly understand but it won't matter because everything will be so much better.
I won't have to linger around and be bound. Just watch from far and let everyone have there part.
everything will finally be alright.
Opionin
This is all I can hope for one day. Well I hope you guys enjoy this piece.
Connected
I can hear all your suttle voices, see all the confused noises. Understand memories of future and past. try to make people understand what they can't. Make people see where all connected.
Do all I can and fix this plan.
I'm so confused though.
can't figure out what this means can't understand all I see.
But I won't give up, just keep traveling down this road with what I know.
Do all I can and fix this plan.
No one will truly understand but it won't matter because everything will be so much better.
I won't have to linger around and be bound. Just watch from far and let everyone have there part.
everything will finally be alright.
Opionin
This is all I can hope for one day. Well I hope you guys enjoy this piece.
Opionin
I have found out that my project "Ascension" has gotten corrupted some how and now has large gaps in it and pieces missing from it, so until I can get it fixed I will be taking it down. I hope no one downloaded it after this happened and read it, if so please get it again after I fix it. Sorry about this.
On Another note under the project section I have added other projects that are in either planning or working stage. They are noted with the * in front of them.
I have found out that my project "Ascension" has gotten corrupted some how and now has large gaps in it and pieces missing from it, so until I can get it fixed I will be taking it down. I hope no one downloaded it after this happened and read it, if so please get it again after I fix it. Sorry about this.
On Another note under the project section I have added other projects that are in either planning or working stage. They are noted with the * in front of them.
Thoughts
Superficial Memories
Reality is so drug out just like a old hound. I can't stand this anymore it's all such a bore. A day is like a life time wasted away.
They all say there's no reason to stay. They just pull me farther away.They make the dullness disappear. They give me a reason not to be here.
You stare for so long.
Worshipping that square god.
They've killed my creativity, they've destroyed my seranity. Turned my mind so numb give away all this false fun.
Where have the hours gone. I'v gotten lost in the false imagry made these superficial memories. My god whats going on.
My mind doesn't know whats real and fake. My eyes feel like there baked.
All these shapes pull me in make me want to commit so many sins.
You stare for so long.
Worshipping that square god.
Just please leave me in these superficial memories. Don't ever disturb me.
Opionins
Its just beeen another one of those nights where you feel like you have spent a life time dieing. Wish I could spend these hours making things change. Wish I could make this a better place. OO well maybe some day I can.
Superficial Memories
Reality is so drug out just like a old hound. I can't stand this anymore it's all such a bore. A day is like a life time wasted away.
They all say there's no reason to stay. They just pull me farther away.They make the dullness disappear. They give me a reason not to be here.
You stare for so long.
Worshipping that square god.
They've killed my creativity, they've destroyed my seranity. Turned my mind so numb give away all this false fun.
Where have the hours gone. I'v gotten lost in the false imagry made these superficial memories. My god whats going on.
My mind doesn't know whats real and fake. My eyes feel like there baked.
All these shapes pull me in make me want to commit so many sins.
You stare for so long.
Worshipping that square god.
Just please leave me in these superficial memories. Don't ever disturb me.
Opionins
Its just beeen another one of those nights where you feel like you have spent a life time dieing. Wish I could spend these hours making things change. Wish I could make this a better place. OO well maybe some day I can.
Saturday, June 05, 2004
Thoughts
The Barren Desert
Lost in a desert with no fate.
So parched with nothing to drink.
You'v been lost for so long you can't even remember where you belong. Just hoping to find a oasis just find a way out of the suns rays.
Where are you going without ever knowing?
Just becoming bitter and old like the winter cold.
It's to late, you've wandered far off, you're way to gone. You'll never escape the sea of sand, never see fresh land.
The burning won't give in. your skin is boilin. You'll never find relief never find that cooling breeze.
Where are you going without ever knowing?
Just becoming bitter and old like the winter cold.
You'll be lost in the heat until you're days are finally beat.
You'll never find your place and be able to rest.
Never feel safe or be at your best.
You'll just become bitter and old like the winter cold.
Opionin
Heres a new one for you guys. Hope you see what its about
The Barren Desert
Lost in a desert with no fate.
So parched with nothing to drink.
You'v been lost for so long you can't even remember where you belong. Just hoping to find a oasis just find a way out of the suns rays.
Where are you going without ever knowing?
Just becoming bitter and old like the winter cold.
It's to late, you've wandered far off, you're way to gone. You'll never escape the sea of sand, never see fresh land.
The burning won't give in. your skin is boilin. You'll never find relief never find that cooling breeze.
Where are you going without ever knowing?
Just becoming bitter and old like the winter cold.
You'll be lost in the heat until you're days are finally beat.
You'll never find your place and be able to rest.
Never feel safe or be at your best.
You'll just become bitter and old like the winter cold.
Opionin
Heres a new one for you guys. Hope you see what its about
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Opionin
I have added a section for comments. The link for it is at the bottom of every post so please give me any feed back you want, just be mature about it.
I have added a section for comments. The link for it is at the bottom of every post so please give me any feed back you want, just be mature about it.
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Opionin
If you didn't notice I did a major format change and added a new colum to the right which has up to 10 previous posts and a partial profile of which is linked to my full one. Well that is all I wanted to say.
If you didn't notice I did a major format change and added a new colum to the right which has up to 10 previous posts and a partial profile of which is linked to my full one. Well that is all I wanted to say.
