Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Thoughts
"Numb"
I stroll through the midnight sky just to know I’m still alive
Watch those frozen puffs of smoke glide up so high
Still I become numb ever day as I slowly get hung.
Reach so hard for this fluttering dove but can’t grasp it when it comes.
Just standing in this place watch it dissipate.
Feel it seep into my veins this excruciating pain
Can’t seem to find a true life in this bottomless strife.
The needle always in my arm, never seeming to shake, it’s so hard.
The drugs slowly stopping my heart.
The cold wind whipping from the north as my souls slowly torn.
The leaves flying in the breeze just becoming so weak.
Still I become numb ever day as I slowly get hung .
The smoke burning my lungs, my mind feeling stung.
Can’t seem to let go of this barbwire rope,
And my face filled with lies as my insides cry.
Opionins
I don't want to become numb like I am always on drugs.
"Numb"
I stroll through the midnight sky just to know I’m still alive
Watch those frozen puffs of smoke glide up so high
Still I become numb ever day as I slowly get hung.
Reach so hard for this fluttering dove but can’t grasp it when it comes.
Just standing in this place watch it dissipate.
Feel it seep into my veins this excruciating pain
Can’t seem to find a true life in this bottomless strife.
The needle always in my arm, never seeming to shake, it’s so hard.
The drugs slowly stopping my heart.
The cold wind whipping from the north as my souls slowly torn.
The leaves flying in the breeze just becoming so weak.
Still I become numb ever day as I slowly get hung .
The smoke burning my lungs, my mind feeling stung.
Can’t seem to let go of this barbwire rope,
And my face filled with lies as my insides cry.
Opionins
I don't want to become numb like I am always on drugs.
Monday, December 27, 2004
Thoughts
"In limbo"
I’m stuck here in limbo
In a place No one knows.
In a place of broken down images and corrupted illusions
Where I reach for something more but can’t open that door.
Wandering these lost and forgotten roads
In this rotting land where there’s not another soul
Only able to find dying ties and withering lies.
Only able to feel the cold touch of death not able to find a shred of rest.
Time just flowing across the sky as I try and grab it with all my might.
Walking through all this mess with these hounds snapping to be fed.
Walk so delicately through these cracked shells
Just waiting for it all to fail.
I’m stuck here in limbo
In a place No one knows.
Opionins
Another dying night stuck here in limbo. (Sorry edited a single part of this that thought would sound better.)
"In limbo"
I’m stuck here in limbo
In a place No one knows.
In a place of broken down images and corrupted illusions
Where I reach for something more but can’t open that door.
Wandering these lost and forgotten roads
In this rotting land where there’s not another soul
Only able to find dying ties and withering lies.
Only able to feel the cold touch of death not able to find a shred of rest.
Time just flowing across the sky as I try and grab it with all my might.
Walking through all this mess with these hounds snapping to be fed.
Walk so delicately through these cracked shells
Just waiting for it all to fail.
I’m stuck here in limbo
In a place No one knows.
Opionins
Another dying night stuck here in limbo. (Sorry edited a single part of this that thought would sound better.)
Monday, December 13, 2004
Thoughts
“One Last Dream”
We always found a way to meet in this dream where this twisted land made so much sense.
But I know this won’t stay just want to find a way to end this pain.
She can’t forget these nightmares from past lives
I just want to sooth these fears for one more night.
I see a girl running down these endless streets from that place we meet.
She doesn’t want to leave me so but I stand in this place alone.
I can see that same season coming again; it will find its way in.
But I want to meet you in this dream once again,
Make this old place fade away.
They say it was just a game but I don’t care for what they say.
They don’t know what I have said and told.
Don’t know what I have been shown.
I’m tired of waking up to this beat up place,
tired of not being able to find a better way.
tired of not finding an escape, tired of this worn out face.
But this is the last night I will dream, I can see this shattering into a thousand pieces.
Even though I don’t want it to leave, they will disappear from this seen.
I can see that same season coming again; it will find its way in.
But I want to meet you in this dream once again,
Make this old place fade away.
Opionins
This will be our last dream, I can't take this anymore, Just want to end this pain.
“One Last Dream”
We always found a way to meet in this dream where this twisted land made so much sense.
But I know this won’t stay just want to find a way to end this pain.
She can’t forget these nightmares from past lives
I just want to sooth these fears for one more night.
I see a girl running down these endless streets from that place we meet.
She doesn’t want to leave me so but I stand in this place alone.
I can see that same season coming again; it will find its way in.
But I want to meet you in this dream once again,
Make this old place fade away.
They say it was just a game but I don’t care for what they say.
They don’t know what I have said and told.
Don’t know what I have been shown.
I’m tired of waking up to this beat up place,
tired of not being able to find a better way.
tired of not finding an escape, tired of this worn out face.
But this is the last night I will dream, I can see this shattering into a thousand pieces.
Even though I don’t want it to leave, they will disappear from this seen.
I can see that same season coming again; it will find its way in.
But I want to meet you in this dream once again,
Make this old place fade away.
Opionins
This will be our last dream, I can't take this anymore, Just want to end this pain.
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Thoughts
“Demons”
This demon tags along ripping at my flesh tearing its way in so deep.
My insides’ rotting away as it eats its way into me
I try and hide it under my skin but it swims behind my eyes.
Its voice portrays so many things, not sure what’s truth or lies.
It wants to rip me apart, stand there holding my bleeding beating heart.
It poisons my mind, drinks and devours my life.
I’ll always be tainted never be truly sane.
Always carry this blackhole in my soul.
These demons always inside of me feeding.
Opionins
I can hear the feast.
“Demons”
This demon tags along ripping at my flesh tearing its way in so deep.
My insides’ rotting away as it eats its way into me
I try and hide it under my skin but it swims behind my eyes.
Its voice portrays so many things, not sure what’s truth or lies.
It wants to rip me apart, stand there holding my bleeding beating heart.
It poisons my mind, drinks and devours my life.
I’ll always be tainted never be truly sane.
Always carry this blackhole in my soul.
These demons always inside of me feeding.
Opionins
I can hear the feast.
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Thoughts
"Frozen Rose"
I admire this ice covered red rose while the heavens cry white tears of snow.
Yearning to feel, wanting to grab it, and know this is all real.
Still it cries bloody tears every time I try to hold it in my hands
I can see in the pedals all the torment and pain it’s had.
I sit in this frost covered landscape hoping I can one day grab a hold of this ice covered rose
Brush it with my tainted touch just enough to keep it from dying of this never ending season of ice.
As every moments passes by my touch makes it cry so many frozen diamonds.
So I wait in the middle of this winter blizzard trying to keep the pedals warm.
Just hope one day it will see spring float in on a lost butterfly’s wings.
Be able to watch it bloom into the beautiful rose that I know.
Opionin
I'm Sorry.
"Frozen Rose"
I admire this ice covered red rose while the heavens cry white tears of snow.
Yearning to feel, wanting to grab it, and know this is all real.
Still it cries bloody tears every time I try to hold it in my hands
I can see in the pedals all the torment and pain it’s had.
I sit in this frost covered landscape hoping I can one day grab a hold of this ice covered rose
Brush it with my tainted touch just enough to keep it from dying of this never ending season of ice.
As every moments passes by my touch makes it cry so many frozen diamonds.
So I wait in the middle of this winter blizzard trying to keep the pedals warm.
Just hope one day it will see spring float in on a lost butterfly’s wings.
Be able to watch it bloom into the beautiful rose that I know.
Opionin
I'm Sorry.
Monday, December 06, 2004
Thoughts
“Underlying Ties”
Carried on the glimpse of a passing mind where everything is so right
No one needs to be shown no matter how many days are blown
We see the messages that come in on a ray light.
We hear what is said on a midnight winter breeze
We feel it in the endless realities of never ending nights.
We understand it in the falling tears of a persons weeping.
Flittering in on the glance of a beautiful sight never seen
Always lost in the current of our souls that never have peace
It wisps in on the glorious morning sun rise
Mixed in the endless colors smeared across the sky.
Never have to be told why or ever really try.
On the waves of space comes in the underlying noise.
So I open the door, let the summer wind carry in the stories of so many voices.
And never close my eyes just reach for the rope in the chain of ties.
Opionin
All I can say is this is one of my most interesting pieces I put together but I am very pleased with how it came out, think it really portays what I ment it to.
“Underlying Ties”
Carried on the glimpse of a passing mind where everything is so right
No one needs to be shown no matter how many days are blown
We see the messages that come in on a ray light.
We hear what is said on a midnight winter breeze
We feel it in the endless realities of never ending nights.
We understand it in the falling tears of a persons weeping.
Flittering in on the glance of a beautiful sight never seen
Always lost in the current of our souls that never have peace
It wisps in on the glorious morning sun rise
Mixed in the endless colors smeared across the sky.
Never have to be told why or ever really try.
On the waves of space comes in the underlying noise.
So I open the door, let the summer wind carry in the stories of so many voices.
And never close my eyes just reach for the rope in the chain of ties.
Opionin
All I can say is this is one of my most interesting pieces I put together but I am very pleased with how it came out, think it really portays what I ment it to.
Sunday, December 05, 2004
Thoughts
"The Looking Glass"
I watch as Alice stands on the edge of the looking glass,
Peering through at the endless flickering images of beauty that disappear so fast.
She tries to capture what she can as they dance on by,
Never wants to close her eyes and let one fade and die.
She stands bearing her soul wanting to show the creatures of wonderland through the glass
Show them a world with so many gorgeous features, a world that they could never fathom.
She stands there holding on to her hope
Just keeps trying as time comes unsowed.
I watch as she slowly crumbles and cracks never letting go of that hope.
She will always have places untold that those creatures will never have.
I watch as the whole world goes away
Still that hope never seems to fade.
Opionins
I hope you guy's like this one.
"The Looking Glass"
I watch as Alice stands on the edge of the looking glass,
Peering through at the endless flickering images of beauty that disappear so fast.
She tries to capture what she can as they dance on by,
Never wants to close her eyes and let one fade and die.
She stands bearing her soul wanting to show the creatures of wonderland through the glass
Show them a world with so many gorgeous features, a world that they could never fathom.
She stands there holding on to her hope
Just keeps trying as time comes unsowed.
I watch as she slowly crumbles and cracks never letting go of that hope.
She will always have places untold that those creatures will never have.
I watch as the whole world goes away
Still that hope never seems to fade.
Opionins
I hope you guy's like this one.
