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Name: l3lessed

Friday, April 30, 2004

Thoughts
Closest Friend
So alone and it hurts so much. Want this pain to go away, want this empty feeling out of my way. It's alway here though, like a loving friend who never wants to leave me. Tagging along always needing me.

Come along friend,
Stay until the bitter end.

Hello friend, welcome back yet again. Please find your way in. I know you will never fail me, always join me for some tea. Always be here by my side no matter how much I try and lie.

Please won’t you just leave me.
Let me rest in peace.

Come along friend,
Stay until the bitter end.

Your like a blood sucking tick.
When will you end all this shit.

Come along friend,
Stay until the bitter end.

This will all come to an end and you will have to leave me then.

Opionin
This one wasn't really planned out just found some notes I scribbled down and it turned out into this once I finished it. Hope you guys enjoy.

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Thoughts
Down Below
(The sound of soft wings flapping keeps coming closer until it sounds like its all around you)
(Then a tired man says,"There’s yet another storm on the horizon." and then sighs, as soft rain fades in and the sound of the wings flapping disappears)
(The rain gets harder for a little while with lightning crashing off in the distance, then a loud lightning crash goes off all around you and the rain stops as the lightning crash echoes off into the background)

You skip across the clouds,
High above the storm,
Never getting wet.
Never getting drug down.

I sit down here, so far below as you shine down from above. You float so up high in the sky, never seeming to truly try. Your so naturally perfect, your soul so pure. Your such a perfect cure.

Come down some day when there is no rain.
just let me fly so up high and meet you in the sky.

Won’t you see me for who I am?
Understand where I come from?
See past this horrible storm.
Cover me with your warmth.

Come down some day when there is no rain.
just let me fly so up high and meet you in the sky.

If you never come down.
Will you ever truly see me from so up high?
(The sound of wings flapping away into the distance comes in until they totally disappear)

Opionin
Yet another one done, hope you enjoy. If you guys haven't noticed I use the parathesis to show sound effects, also if there parathesis with a phrase in the middle of a song that is some one singing in the background.

Thoughts
Awakening
(A soft comforting laughter fades away)

My eyes are open, my vision so clear. There’s so much pain and suffering, so many who are ignorantly in bliss. There all just mice running through a daily maze, to blind to see any difference.

I must make things change,
Must help end all this endless pain.

shine a light on this dark place, Make things visible and understandable. Help ease peoples pain, help them escape from there daily maze. Show them there’s so much more; show them there truly not poor.

I finally can see,
How it make so much sense.
Never have a real judgment,
And always have your atonement.

I must make things change,
Must help end all this endless pain.

One day things will be better,
This void filled,
And my soul settled.

I must just keep trying until people stop lying about this life.
(Soft breathing in the background)

Opionin
Heres my latest piece I have put together. I am almost done with my project got just a little ways to go, I will release it once I have finished it and put everything together how I want it.

Recommended Viewing
Movie/Music Video: "The Wall"

Recommended Listening
Album: "Salival" By Tool
Song: "Third Eye"

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Thoughts
Endless Friends
This pain is becoming old, this needle hole worn out but I can’t get rest from the nazi voices in my head without puffing the smoke. Drown them out, try to keep the whispers from becoming so loud..

ooooOOOOooOOOoo. Cut me open try to fix what is not broken

Take these pills; swallow them into the eternal abyss. Hoping to blur my rotting vision, try to subdue the little grinning men from tormenting and taunting, shouting and pouting. Not able to understand this endless shit.

Try to hide myself from there constant lies.
(A man sobbing fades into the background very quietly)
Yet they pick and prod at nothing, throw me in a cage and leave me to age.
(Sobbing gets louder then leads into maniacal laughter that slowly fades out)
Leave me with my friends in my head, with the little grinning men.
I will never be alone for I am the only one who knows.
There all mad and sad, have lost there heads.
(Evil giggles in the background)

Oo well they’ll never see how they are so wrong.
(Soft Laughter and giggles echoing until they fade away)

Opionins
I will only say one thing...... Interesting.

Recommended Viewing
Anime: "Fullmetal Alchemist"

Recommended Listening
Album: "The Wall" By Pink Floyd
Song: "Comfortably Numb" and "Hey You"

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Thoughts
Lost Soul
In the next world. In another war for your soul the beasts will creep up on you and devour you whole. Tie you down make you there feast. Never let you leave or seem to never be able to escape. Just give in and go with an ease.

In a black hole, I will get lost.
Never see my soul, never have a shot.

In a fight of great titans. In a downhill struggle I will be shot like a rabid dog, wounded and unable to walk. Floating around lost in the universe. Caught in a curse and not able to grab the stars. Don’t worry because nothing will ever change.

In a black hole, I will get lost.
Never see my soul, never have a shot.

In the death of a star. In an eternal empty face I will fail and never see a different day.

In the lose of the innocent. In the slaying of those who appose, I will be falling down in a never ending hole.

Who will know I have lost my soul?

Opionins
Heres my new piece that I have done. I changed around the style a little in this one and hope you guys like it.

Friday, April 16, 2004

Thoughts
Oblivious
I can see the puzzles meant to be complete so we must take this leap, try to understand what we can, complete it piece by piece. See how the heavens shine down from above and never start to shove.

Skip through life piece by piece,
Not wanting to figure out this disease.

No matter how hard I try or what I seem to say, you just stay in that haze, don’t try to figure what you can, just go feast by feast. You can’t seem to leave that oblivious state or see your sad fate.

Skip through life piece by piece,
Not wanting to figure out this disease.
Stuck with your farsideness,
Not able to see past your own face,
Stuck in your never ending chase.

Will you ever stop and take a look?

Opionin
Well heres new entry I hope you guys like it, also please feel free to send me any opionins if there is any one out there who reads this :). Also I keep revamping pieces and decided I will just submit the final product to the project which is coming together nicely I guess. Also for some good deep music you should listen to the album "Songs For The Deaf" By Queens of the Stone Age and make sure to listen to the lyrics, it's some really good stuff, also make sure you listen to it all in order. I know I already posted it as recommended listening but thought I would just reinforce that.

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Thoughts
The World is Dieing.
The world is dieing.

The Sun is dimming and the sky is falling, still people are lieing and souls are dieing but don’t you know, don’t you know we all have our days. I have done so much when I really truly did so little. Paid such a toll with the cost of my soul.

The world is dieing so ignore your eyes

Poured so much out, tried to shout. Tired and worn out of those who always want to pout. The sheep never seem to want to take the leap even though the end only seems to draw nearer. We only cast stones and see the loans and never look for anymore. Ignore those with site and stay in disguise.

The world is dieing so ignore your eyes.
Still it has drained me so low.
Seeming like an unbeatable foe.
But lets stop trying and just start the lying.
Go down like a pound.
End up like the rest in the sest.
Being blind as a bat and small as a nat.

The world is dieing so ignore your eyes.

Opionin
I revised one of my previous works to make it flow better. If you don't like the revision please send me an e-mail with your opionin and any criticism because it is fully welcome, that is if any one really reads this site though.

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Thoughts
Perfect Little Place
Don’t you shed a tear for me little girl, don't you worry, here I will tell you a story. There was an immature man that had a love, though she would never see him for who he was. He wanted to make a change, escape from the daily maze but just ended up so dazed.

You’re in a perfect little place and every thing’s perfect in its little way.
So don’t shed a tear for the world, just never disappear.

His vision was so clear that He had such hope and wanted to tell so many folks but it just feel on deaf ears that didn't want to see there fears. They sucked him dry, tore him down, and only frowned.

You’re in a perfect little place and every thing’s perfect in its little way.
So don’t shed a tear for the world, just never disappear
You’re in a perfect little place and every thing’s perfect in its little way.

He was broken down to such a low that he stopped trying and started lying. Didn’t want to find that the world was dieing. So he decided to get lost and never have another cost. All is so much better this way because there is no more pain. Don’t shed a tear for me little girl, all is well, I can truly tell.

You’re in a perfect little place and every thing’s perfect in its little way.
So don’t shed a tear for the world, just never disappear.
Don’t open your eyes Just go along with the ride.
Live your life just like another fly.

You’re in a perfect little place and every thing’s perfect in its little way.
So don’t shed a tear for the world, just never disappear.

Don’t shed another single tear for every thing is perfectly real.

Opinion
Here's a new piece so I hope you guys really like it. I like how this one came out. Also please feel free to send any input or criticism you have on my writing. Anything is welcome and appreciated.

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Thoughts
The World is Dieing
The World is Dieing

The Sun is dimming, and The seas are collapsing. Still people are lieing and souls are dieing but don’t you know, don’t you know we all have our days. I have done so much when I really truly did so little. Paid such a toll with the cost of my soul.

The world is dieing so ignore your eyes

Poured so much out, tried to shout. Tired and worn out of those who always pout. The sheep never seem to want to take the leap even though the end only seems to draw nearer. We only cast stones and see the loans and never look for more. Ignore those with site and stay in disguise.

The world is dieing so ignore your eyes.
Still it has drained me so low.
Seeming like an unbeatable foe.
But lets stop trying and just start the lying.
Go down like a pound.
End up like the rest in the sest.
Being blind as a bat and small as a nat.

The world is dieing so ignore your eyes.

Opinion
Heres another one I have put together. Took alot more of a ryming theme, like Dr.Suess with this one. You will be able to hear it through out the whole thing. Hope you enjoy it.

Recommended Viewing
Anime: "Naruto" *Expecially the Gara story*

Recommended Listening
Album: "Dark Side of The Moon" By Pink Floyd
Song: "Brain Damage"

Monday, April 12, 2004

Thoughts
Immature Adult
I’m caught between a playground and workplace, not sure what is expected from me. Overwhelmed by the world around me, with no one to run to or no where to go to. Maybe one day I will figure something out, make a change.

So clueless and dazed.

Only a child with responsibilities. Nothing has changed. You want me to become so much when you don’t even realize who I am. Think you have me figured out when you don’t even know yourself

So clueless and dazed(Keep pushing me)
Try and find meaning.
Try and understand.
Wandering through the streets.
Clueless and Dazed(Nothings left of me)

Wanting to settle on my porch, watch the seasons go by. Enjoy my time alive, try to understand this ryme. Warm my bones by my fire and fly higher. All you do and all you feel is who you are so why not help those who truly need healed.

All I truly am is who I truly help.

Opinion
Another piece I am going to be adding to my project. I hope you guys enjoy this one.

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Thoughts
Lose Yourself
I toil everyday, work until my bones want to break. Bleed, sweat, and cry. build myself back up until I'm torn back down. Treated so kindly then used and abused. try so hard to find a reason but it all seems so meaningless.

Loose yourself.
Lost in a dream no one can figure out.
Loose yourself.


Fulfill my primal instincts, follow my lust. Try to fill a void no one can see. Pulled in all directions by my emotions, trying to find meaning to it all. Running in the same worn out race with the same worn out face.

Loose yourself.
Lost in a dream no one can figure out.
Loose yourself.

Just leave.
Just leave.
Don’t come back.

Running away, not looking back. Ignoring everything, ignoring everyone. Not caring anymore, just wanting to escape from the same sad tired faces and same sad tired places. Leave behind my overwhelming sorrow. Not able to see tomorrow

Loose yourself.
Lost in a dream no one can figure out.
Loose yourself.
Loose yourself.
Loose yourself......

Goodbye tired world, I won’t be coming back.


Opinion
I have decided to do a project that I am naming "Ascension" which will include a series of my pieces put together. I am not going to say anymore because rest is for you to figure out when I release it all togther and how I want it. This piece though is one that I am going to include in it so I hope you enjoy it. I also have changed the lay out a little to include a title to the piece.

Monday, April 05, 2004

Thoughts
Hope
Try to figure out this impossible puzzle. Frustrated and confused, lost and let down, not able to make since of any of it. You try so hard, want so much, your hopes so high but not able to do anything about it. Try all you want, Try all you want, there's nothing wrong with trying.

Wanting so much more,
yet stuck, not able to go anywhere.
Wanting so much more,
yet stuck, not able to go anywhere.

Struggle so hard, squint your eyes, try to see the picture. Hits you like a falling rock, hurting so much but keep trying, one day hoping the puzzle's put together, the pictures clear. able to make since of it, able to understand it. Hope all you want, hope all you want, there is nothing wrong with hoping.

Wanting so much more,
yet stuck, not able to go anywhere.
Wanting so much more,
yet stuck, not able to go anywhere.........
who knows maybe one day it will come true.

Opinion
I decided to start to do all of my stuff like lyrics because I think they have more impact that way.

Recommended Viewing
Movie: "Reqium for a Dream"

Recommended Listening
Album: "Songs For The Deaf" By Queens of the Stone Age
Song: "No One Knows"

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